How do I get here?

How does it get to this point? The point in which your emotional threshold is lifted to a limit where it can no longer be reached. Have you ever been there or I am alone? Sociopathic tendencies, almost…possibly borderline at moments like this. The desire of an adrenaline rush is the only thing felt.  The wind through my hair…pulse racing in my veins…heart pounding against my chest…and finally…I can inhale. I can breathe again. I can feel what I was unable to feel before.